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Its been long since I have last posted here.. ! Well to begin with an honest analysis ,life has not changed much since then.. except for the fact that the environment is different but the dynamics always remain the same. I'm not sure what stops me each time from crossing continents ,its been happening since jan 2008.I still do not have an answer to this question .But I must confess that life is monotonous in this place. I just feel I'm living an extended version of engineering whether classes, hostels or anything for that matter..yes you are more professional here ,though all the professionalism ends with just 2 pints .

I do miss the last 7 years of my life more than anything else,but I have come to terms with almost everything now. The feeling has sunk in..and I know I need to move on(though thats not happening easily).Everybody moves on and I 'm trying hard too .. though I'm really slow at this.Certain things need to be accepted as early as possible to clearly be able to understand your own position & not be in an illusion ,reality is what stays with you .

I might be on the lower side of things today, but i'm confident that I'm going to be there soon and I can feel it in the air ,'Someday i'm going to make it' is not applicable to me . 'Very soon I'd make it ' is apt.. and I'd make sure it comes true.

yours truly.