Smoke

Well this weekend I had a guest @ my place and it just helped me make some observations - well I have had close friends who are still chain smokers. Lets be honest very few can really quit and I mean very few -probably they can be counted (handful).3 kind of smokers exist -

1. who smoke occasionally

2. smokes quite a few cigs a day

3. smokes quite a few cigs a day

Well the 2nd & 3rd type are not the same.,., Nopes its not a typo.. They smoke almost the same quantities but there is an ocean of difference in their behaviour. This weekend I almost got negative energy sitting in a room with this fella(3rd type) who smokes the chimney the whole day .. and does NOTHING & I mean it.. absolutely nothing except for the occasional smoke every hour ! hes sleeping or lazying around the whole day ! dude I wonder how one could maintain such a lifestyle !

Well the 2nd type is a little different - they smoke the chimney too but are superactive not(hyperactive) .My roomie @ bschool and a close friend from engineering was a proof of that.. ! But I still wonder if these guys had never felt tobacco ,they probably would have done way better for themselves !

End of the day - it KILLS. Anybody who needs to be dependent on something to continue their existence is simply FUCKED UP. If ur digestive system cant get u through without a smoke U are a piece of shit urself ! I totally respect those friends who atleast try to quit & are not the ones to proudly claim to be of a separate genre whom very few can understand ! I feel so sorry for my friends who are entangled in this mess. I really wish they all come out of it !

The line

"Help me Help you ."

Love this line.

Tom cruise was never better than this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGt5f70K02Q

and the best 2 lines

" I am out here for you. You don't know what it's like to be ME out here for YOU. It is an up-at-dawn, pride-swallowing siege that I will never fully tell you about, ok? "

Raising a toast

Congrats ! I still remember how important this milestone was to you a couple of years back.Still remember we both going to IMS to find out about gmat - mba and stuff for u .. and being turned back cuz we dint have enough workex... preparing for the exam.. post exam.. all the effort you put in.. the tough times.. and finally u made it.. and dint even feel happy about it ! Well all thats' history ..

Now I hope you should be proud of what u have been able to accomplish & value it ! Ofcourse there r other imp things in ur life now which u'd want to bother about.. but dont forget - to see 13th may 2011 with a job which may be a dream for a billion other people is something which was of prime importance to u in 2008-09 (if it wasnt .. then I probably got it wrong).

Nevertheless I'm proud of u :) and I know one thing that wots of prime importance to u in 2011 will be accomplished soon.tc

thats it.. with this thing playing on my mind for yrs now.. ! !

b'day

well had a good day ! less work at office.. good time with friends at dinner. but when I sit here..typing this down.. I know the gift I wanted the most which would have been permanent for the rest of my bacha kucha life .. anyways jealous !

yep let go let go.. ! the one last thing and then let go !the one last thing as a token of love, respect & duty ! then finally let go !

Tranquility

Yes I breathe a sigh of relief today ! The Almighty has been extremely kind to me . Thank u & it was heartening to see friends trying to know minute by minute if i did get a call from the HR in the noon.My balance of Rs 333 got over in 4 hours today .'Unexpected'

But the destination doesnt realize the long route that I have taken now. Too late . I will still not make it and I dont have any expectations anymore.

Again Thank u God - for being kind as mentioned earlier

Thank u Vamsi - A placecomer who did his duty sincerely even after college was over. Was a gr8 help

Thank u Deepak - for influencing me to apply for this role

Thank u Mahajan ,Fatty & Anna - for staying back this one week. The car trips around delhi day and night & ofcourse the nightouts made the week fly at hostel without anticipating a wait for the interview

Thank u 2009-11 batch , I know u all simply love me .

Inference - Expect the most from the most unexpected and expect the least from the most expected.

The destination will never realize- it is the destination !